Taste my pain

Flat on my back in a lonely sprawl
I stare at the ceiling because I can not fall asleep tonight
No not at all
Head lights flash across my bedroom wall
Crying eyes open
Because I can not fall in love with you
Walk away and taste the pain
Come again some other day
Aren't you glad you weren't afraid
Funny how the price gets paid
Busted in two like a brittle stick
I can not drink because my throat constricts
Lovesick from you
That will never do open my mouth
I couldn't make a sound
I could not scream
I could not shout
It out to you
Nothing to do
This may come as a shocking surprise
I have to take a walk
I have to kiss it goodbye
Goodbye my love
I am not alive